Win Or Lose ~~ The BEST book !!

Mr.Awon, i saw that !! That mean u will buy Nike bag to me ......
My SPM lucky present !! Sure buying anot?!! hahahaha...
If you really buy that for me , I sure will study hard and do my best best best in my SPM !!
Today not loazy didn't went to school , just because something happen ...
Hope that my uncle will get well soon !! Take care ~~
This few day , I can't sleep well...
Too stress for me !! Don't force me..really tired !!And my emotion also change a lot!! Ada hantu a??
What happen to me ?? I need to rest , but i cannot sleep !!
One day just rest around 4 hours....Scared ~~ REST !!!!!!!!
Yesterday ... Chat about going Genting or The Curve!
go Genting for what ?? See them perform, then stay there one night ?? I scare no bus go down on 31/8.. I need to back on Fri coz Sat having akaun tuition and exam are coming soon , need to study !! How ....
go The Curve for what ?? Countdown with many many people and just we 3 people ... Abit lame !! hehe^^ Go where ????
Well...."See God" let us going anot ! If we can buying or booking ticket on tomorrow, we will going to Genting!! If cannot buy... hehehehe~~ Stay K.L lo!!

Today I read one book about Win or Lose!!
赢和输对于人类来说是真得那么重要吗？
赢得那个人，他是一位很会隐藏自己的缺点和不会那么容易让人家看到他的另一面！那是那么得厉害！
而输的那个人，他是一位没有斗志力和很容易放弃的人！那是会放弃理想和没有责任感的人！
在和平的世界里，没有任何人是赢和输，只要有互相帮助和拥有爱和热情的心，那每个人都是赢家！
不要隐藏自己，那是那么的痛苦！做好自己，让世界更加的美好！
而我们就生活在充满爱的社会里，多么的美好！
记得要爱我们的家人，因为他们更爱我们......

11.40 p.m

Now is 11.40 P.M .... Too late !!!
I cannot sleep well, just thinking something...
Yee.... We are human , why somebody don't know what their thinking!
Yesterday night. feel boring !! Not so fun for me , just sit there and talk talk talk !!
Girl and girl ????? Together ??????? My god^^
Sleep there...tb there ~~ ZzzzZzzzzZzzZ
Mr.Cool, is it too funny to you , would you like ... someone ???
Well, I don't know why I came there yesterday night !!
Today, chat chat at all!! You really hate him ? Me too ''''''''
Last time like start , now become ......
What his mind running !!
She told you , you told me ..... Lastly, who also know !
Fly away....I wanna fly away...go some where have a nice and sweet dream !
Boring ~~ STUDY STUDY STUDY !!!
I wanna MAGIC ....
2 day more left , school reopen ^^ Everyone really study hard ??
But me.... Good Luck and Add Oil for me !!
You will always stay will me ?!! Hahahahahahaha ^^
My kitty **

Fun party tonight !!

I saw that ...When I feel pain loneliness , I will think about what you said before!! Too touch ~~
Today want go 2 school, but ..... Haiz, don't want lo , go there for what !!
Stay at house study lo , but my sister always sing song .... Can't tahan la!!
How..... My holiday became that?!!
I just having a fun party on tonight ...
Tonight going to my friend house stay over night!!
I think so many people, sure can fun fun fun!
Hahahahaha...I need "SUPER LOVER" tonight !! Just lame la ~~
Have a party all night long ,Let's go enjoy it !!
And is it cool to go to sleep on the floor?
Pls don't do that , I will angry !!
Boy and girl .... Let's play together!!
Tonight don't sleep ~~ Wahahahahahahaha...
Stupid la.... But I need to rest !! Keep it away ^^
I know something on today :
"幸福" 一定就是这样,如此单纯又简单,
即使就在眼前也没有发现,如同空气一般 !!
Because just you and me ~~
Mr......Right

XxxxXXXxxx

This is secret...How 2 said that to you !! Bakasisimo ~~
But I will tell who I love @.@ Hahaaha......
Some people say misundedstand is start from uncommunication with each other !!
But this is real ....
When the important people don know what should she do ,what she will think about that ....I'm useless !! That time...someone will come out and say :Shall we talk about this ???? Hahahaha..Funny !!! You always don't know what she thinking , just because we are human !!
When feel loneliness, but you are not alone!You have many supporter.....
Pls don't give up, if you give up , you will lose !!!
Why Xxx tell you lie, just because Xxx don know you don know la!!
What should you do is ask Xxx la.....
天生我才必有用。。。
不要那么无助啦·········

p/s: One day I will tell you ~~

嘘~~这是一个不能说的秘密！！

当我睁开眼睛那时候就觉得头有点痛。
终于tahan不到。糟糕！！要让眼泪停止流下！
就算了吧，就这样忘了吧，该放就放....
因为对大家而言我的出发点是错的！
我只想帮他！我没有其他的意识。。。不要在误会了！
落红不是无情物，化作春泥更护花。。。这句名句真好！！
可能是过于关心吧....
不要那么无助和伤心！应该随机应变！！
加油啦^^　你可以的！！
好啦, 够啦, 我就快崩溃。。。不想多说！
很不好受~~~~~
每个人都在一直努力努力的 ，永不放弃!! 为了什么？
我只是在拼命的跑，我不是在逃避，而是。。
付出了就收不回 ，能不能不要记得！
无所谓执着不执着，无所谓真真或假假，无所谓冷漠不冷漠~~
好想有个人来挡！！！！！！
飘雪不终朝，雷雨不终日~~ 事情不会持续至永久的！！
只想说：真得很抱歉!!
永远不会有任何人明白····
嘘~~~这是一个不能说的秘密 ！
但我终于明白了······

Nevermind , I just go away! Here is my confession...
When they go from here? When they stop ?
Fate's play ...I play it off!!
My world crumbles ~~
This is secret .....

很想说~~

今天回去。。哇~~他告诉我很多东西！
他很辛苦，因为他什么都不懂！
哇~~ 你还那么早来！！厉害**
很想说 ：············
当一个人没有被你注意到时，他是多么的难受。
难道你真得不懂，他也是人，也是很重要的！
不要每次只会看到那个人。对，他很重要，但你是否看漏人了??
很多事你都不清楚！因为你不明白他们在想什么！
现在是谁都懂你再做什么，不要因为这样而令人家讨厌你！
我知道不应该这样讲你，我很想SMS 告诉你 ，你···········
但我知道这是很没有礼貌的事，更何况你是我的长辈！
我不是说你错，只是有时有点over了！！
我不懂你会看到我写什么没有，但很希望你会明白我在讲什么！
如果你看了会生气和讨厌我，我也无话可说！只好说对不起·····
只因我已经ex了，我不会管什么，只想你们和平相处！
难道这样你们都要给脸色我看？？ 很奇怪。。
好啦，什么事都不要管，因我做什么都是错的！
加油吧。。。怎样说我都和你们在一起过！！我会支持你们的~~
只因我回去，他告诉我~~ 我才知道你再想什么·······
我搞不懂你怎么了，诚实的背后是否隐藏着什么！
好啦，假装就好~~
你最近比较烦，情绪很down ？？？？
要调整自己·····放轻松吧 ~~
你不懂别人是好或坏，所以用你眼和心去看好还是坏！！

Love Your family ...

谁在害怕会爱上谁?
谁都会为了能够被谁爱使生命绽烁于这世上 !
我们会发现到强烈地感到人的温暖 !
即使痛苦, 人是为了爱而生存！
就连死了都要爱！！
这世界太多暧昧。。。
为了得到爱会利用彼此，所以这叫愚蠢的爱！
拥抱就是最美的诺言 ？？？
那没有了情人还有家人。。
请爱你的家人 ，因为他们更爱你！

Stupid people too many ... Love is what ???!
Who can understand the true meaning ??
Cinta dan kasih sayang bukan untuk kekasih ,
ialah cinta dan kasih sayang terhadap keluarga!!
Pls love your family ....
When the mother lose her child ...What she should do ???
The mother will cry and finding her child !
If you are the mother , what should you do ???
It's about the way you are ~~

Holiday

Holiday ....
No no... Is start study for SPM!! Percubaan coming soon , just left 2 more week !!
One day must study around 6 hours... If not, my result will ~~
Izzit this band let you feel tired+ unhappy ??
Haiz.... I know what your feeling !
Too hard lo... start from begining !! Add oil ba..
Aiyo.. yesterday i watch the Tp Band in concert 2007 DVD...
My god.. I miss it !! My last concert ........ 2nd June 2007
That nite all the Tp band members so leng lui oooo and our conductor also handsome !!
The unforgettable nite 2 me ....
Izzit having a another concert on this December ??
Hahaha... Going where ???
The movement song - Rock around the clock !! I like it so much ....
The last song --Goodbye my love... Cry??!?! Yea, I cried!!
I miss you -- Tp Band....
Gambatte for SPM ^^

Funny ~~

Funny thing happen ....
You know..U so CHILDISH?
What wrong with you ?! I nothing now.. All the thing are gone with the wind!!
Izzit too free to you ?? Don't worry!!
I can handle it ...I not like last time !
Playful ???I'm the playful people?? Why i cannot study hard ? Izzit i too lazy ??Pls... Stop playing ...
Gambatte 4 study ~~
Pls, forgive 4 I promise you, but I didnt do well!!
Going Genting for what ?? Fun?Perform ??
Haiz..they no need my help !! Nvm la, ald ex...
I don know wanna goin anot !
HC, I will try my best to go!But not with band !!

To be loved by someone or whoever,it make life shine like this!
It was me,you would make my heart once again !
Like warm with eternal tenderness...
Fate's play,
even if it make your heart hurt , at the end of the tear,
We can feel the strong painful feeling...
Sadness and loneliness that everyone has, we are looking for the place to recover..
Yes ,for that place is where??

Freedom...

Become a angle without wings??
Freedom : The right to do or say what you want without anyone stopping you ..
Just look around, all of people that wanna freedom !!
Izzit too hard for me ?! Don't think so ...
Thanks 4 caring me ...
Well, I will work hard for my SPM !! I will study hard ...
Telling you something :
On the opposite coast of sadness is something called a smile,
But before we can go there is there something we are waiting for?
In a place worn down by sadness is something called a miracle,
But is waiting, we are still searching for something ...

人生未免是这样，有很多东西你的要选择！
开心与不开心，是我们的选择！
那就开心点啦。。

Life could get better, like a Miracle...
Another day and night, we won't be stay in sadness ,
For now, my destiny is sad ! But trying to overcame it !
Because we are still alive ~~

Thank you for you stay by my side,
Arigatou itsumo kimi ga ite ~~

Remember stay HAPPY ^^

爱 ？？？？？？？？

Izzit this call happy family ??!!Why my sis doing what also right??! All is my false?? Izzit u don't like me??I run out , not bcoz i'm a bad girl,just bcoz i cannot tahan!! In this home, after school, i wanna goin 2 tuition and doing home work !! I really very tired~~ Who understand me , just MY MUM !!I know u also sayang me , but don't always said ur sis just a child la, don't scold and bit her , must sayang her!! Me le?? It's ok lo, Next year I will goin 2 Taiwan !! Izzit this is correct way ?? Sorry for I will do that !!!


我很大压力，我已经无法顶了！我真的很辛苦。。。我曾经是个很开心的人，但是我已经不是了~~学校+band+家+爱情-- 让我很累！人生是这样的吗？？ 我很想休息。。。 在band..我摆脱了president这个职位，但这一年来，我为他们所做的，真的没有人懂吗？但我得到的只是很累的回报！SPM 了，每天都要读书，每天都要补习... 爱情，我放弃了一个对我很好的人！对不起，我的选择是错的吗? 家呢...做姐姐就要做完所有的东西吗？？ 我也很累。。而这个妹妹呢.. 只会骂人吗？不只有我说他是错的，是很多人！你太保护他，每次只会帮他，你把他宠坏了！他已经不把我这个姐姐放在眼里。你叫他说对不起，请问有用吗？好，我原谅他! 然后，他会尊敬我吗？我知道我的脾气。。我是一个很任性的人··对不起，我不应该这样！！我好像一个疯婆，在街上哭。。真的很难看！真得很对不起！！妈，你说会让我去外国,你说不要看到我那样辛苦！谢谢，我会很开心的。。因为在这里我真得很累！爸，你不是不疼我，只是你不明我在想什么！我只想告诉你们，我很爱你们，因为你们是我爸妈！！妹妹呢，我希望你能改，因为这样不好！不是每个人能了解你的性格。。。而我，我有很多好朋友在我身边，我会开开心心的活。。我记得有人告诉我，everthing will gone with the winds.. 我应该告诉你吗？我会自己解决。。。


I pray for this all things will gone with the winds...
Let me become a happy girl!!
Izzit too hard for me??!
I will try my best to overcome this, you will support me?
Like Now...I will never cry! Become strong and strong....
Sorry...I hurt you ?!! But just wanna say :
Mum and Dad, I LOVE YOU ~~

Plan for Tomorrow BUT Life for Today ~~

Micky- One last cry

Nice song ...

Again and again...

Be happy la...Hurt ??!!! I no feeling !!
I didnt say again and again ....
HOpe that can see you soon !!
Any comment there ?!?! Hahahahahaha.....
My cousin a, hold tigh is no use !!
Don't always Goodbye my love la...Hate this song !!!
Lalalalalalalalalala.....Play Lover la, nice song ..
You change a lot ... Not like last time !!Why??!
Don't always say urself not good , in the world no one is perfect, but must try ur best to overcome ur weakness !!
2day ekonomi test ...OMG!! I don't know all the answer ...
Everyday say wanna study hard, but ...
Gek sam lo... Many TVXQ d news , i also don know !! What kind of this fans la...
My Micky aaaa.... How are you !! Don't sick aa!! Must take care urself!!!
I will supporty you ~~

Feeling.......

Hahahahaha... Cut my hair jor.... No more yong sui hair style!!!
SK and Taiwan Band concert .... Comment is-- good show!!
Why goodbye my love again ?!?! hehehehehe....
Haiz... I feel so dissipointed about smtg ...Why nobody listen 2 her..., she is president !!
What u all promise me-- COOPERATE WITH NEW BOARD AND COMMITTEE!!
She is a good president .... Pls la!!


Yeee... Goin back!! Yup. becareful and take care !!
What you promise me , must do it ...
All The BEST to you .......
想哭的时候，哭了就会好，
我也是很害怕，不过我不是一个人！
当眼泪流完了，我都会忘记！
走在那寒冷的街上，没有温暖的手。
感情有多深，只有自己明白！
没有人会看好和看坏，只有自己最明白！
现在就让俩个一起从新开始。。。
没有人会忘记彼此的爱，只好让爱你的人得到真爱！
因为爱上一个人没必要看到那个人。。。

你是我最想要的朋友。。。

你累了没有可是否伸出你的手，想拥抱怎能握着拳头。
我们还有很多梦没做，还有很多明天要走。
你的身边一定会有我。。
想飞到那最高最远，想拥抱最美丽的那一刻！
想看见陪我到最后，谁是我的朋友！
你是我最期待的那一个。。。
想飙到那最高最远，想唱完最感动的那一首歌！
不管天高地厚， 一定不会放手！
因为我想要我的朋友。。。
你是我最想要的朋友！！！
要记得我们的故事，因为有很梦要做...

I LOVE YOU....

How was the .....
It’s alright even if I don’t say anything until the end..Should you know ??!
Now I won’t be able to meet you again for a second time...
Your hand that I’ve held onto,the warmth of my hand , I still remember !!
Now hard to say more than anything, I just want to see your smile!!
Thanks 4 being my bf for 3 year. ...Thanks for everything !!!
Start from tomorrow ,we are best friend!! Rite?! Or wanna become my brother ?!
I know what i doing now... Beside that, what u think, i also know that .. But all ald pass...
Start from now , u just need 2 remember me always in ur heart...
Find another more pretty and nice !!
When u came back watch my concert , i really feel happy and surprise!!
U told me , u love me!! But why that time want 2 hurt me ?!!! Sorry, i cannot accept !!
I can't forgive what u done before !! But now.. we can be friend !!
When i sad+ tired +dissipointed+happy , is all my best fren caring me !!!
Can i know that time where r u ?!! Study hard 4 ur U ?!?!
Yea, I'm the one call u go 2 S'pore study !!But .......
The emo person cannot change the att...U can tahan my att, really want 2 say -- U so geng !!
Evil and angle ... I'm the evil, coz that 3 year, i didnt do any gan dong d things 2 u and i always scolod u + said u very fan !! But when u leaving, nobody call me and remaid me all the thing !! I miss that !!
What should i do ?!! Somebody can help me ?!!
Like now.. I will never cry, coz I know that we’re meant to be ....
I wait for u to share my night forever ,just only u !!BUT ....
U always say i didnt said the 3 word 2 u !!Now i say ...I LOVE YOU ** 爱 因为在心中~~
Before that my life can't without you, but now my life can't without my friend !!!
What u said +done will become the story in my life...
Before all the things I seen with u become memories...
Stay happy 4 everyday and be happy for who are care you !!
Take care and I will always remember you ...
RemeMber the last song in my concert ?! Is to you ...
GOODBYE MY LOVE ~~

Lalalaalalalla....

What should i do ?!?!
All is ald end !! Pls stop it .... No one will know what we thinking , coz we r human !!
No more gaduh pls... stay happy 4 everyday ...
Complain more thn work. Yea, tat rite !! No one will know what u thinking, so will try 2 sya about ppl lo...

Thnaks 4 all the present lololololollolo....
I will stay happy !! U all also ?!?!
All the letter too touch la... happy everyday !!
Py... the most happy d gal, smile until like evil !!!!!!!
Take care ba^^