Sunday, September 30, 2007

Lame day ~~

结束啦,我会努力读书的啦~~哈哈······没有人会为了我而失望吧。。。
Thursday went to KLCC with my lame lame friend --SUQUAN !! We went that just makan and watch movie , then back to her house ,wait for tuition !!But that day I so happy , because when I sad ada orang teman me ....... We went to Kinokuniya Japanese bookstore wanna bought magazine,but no money to buy !!I saw that TVXQ Sep magazine -B~PASS!!Who can buy this for me ??!!hahaha.... I ask sq many time want buy that magazine anot ,but she said nono~~ Yea, we need to save money for after SPM going to somewhere !!After KLCC, we have akaun tuition, I really very tired and my dad is out station to Ipoh, so I back early from tuition centra! Next monday is PMR, hope the F3 students can get a good result and all the best to them !!Haiz...Another one and half month to me and all F5 members,SPM coming soon !Really wanna study hard lo... And the bad news isTVXQ concert held on 24 DECEMBER !!Can I going??!! MICKY YA ~~ I wanna see my MICKY !!! My education is more important !!If my parents let me go , I will think I going anot!!Hahahaha....But 26/11, No exam to me ~~Hope can going la, after back from te concert, I sure can get a good result !!Hahahaha... がばって !!
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TVXQ -b`pass!!

Wednesday, September 26, 2007

放开...

很笨吧!放了就是放了,没有理由去挽回!三天了,我哭了也想通了!我会变会以前的我,就是开心的!可是请给我一点时间,我今天已经很努力的把自己改变!但为什么回家后,心觉得很空啊!痛,真的还很痛,但慢慢的就会消失!我看了你们写给我的comment,很感动,谢谢了!对,你有你的选择,所以我没说什么啊!你永远都是逼我说,你都不明我在想什么!该放手的时候就要转过身,迈向前面的人身,而不是活在过去的记忆里,很对啊。。。其实我也没有那么爱他吧,我真的不需要那么想他!谁说我一定要有他,认清了真心话后可能我就放得下!我想起过去的时候都是失望那又何必要放不下!我懂失去的悲伤,所以我更懂得珍惜!我应该珍惜我身边的人,不应该让他们了为我而不开心!我已经无力承受最后的一点心痛,不要再伤我了!

~终于明白爱已不在,从今以后再也没有什么能去依赖,我还有什么期待!把爱放开,把手放开,如果你的心已不在!把爱放开,不再等待,你的温柔是一片空白!把爱放开,把心打开,这次我决定走出所有回忆重来!就让我彻底地伤,再彻底地醒过来!!
————(FIR-把爱放开)

Sunday, September 23, 2007

三年了...

不是放了吗?为什么会那么的痛!好像在流血了。为什么要在这个时候说了,我真得不懂要怎样!为什么回忆总是在我的脑海里出现?你要成为别人的某某,为什么还要告诉我!很痛很痛。我真的怕了,我怕我会爬不起来了,我好想逃避!我是不放心还是不甘心,真的有那么想你吗?我宁愿不要知道,因为已经有了伤痕!现在的我崩溃了,别留我在这里面对着孤单!三年了,就这样吗?不是说等待陪着我到终点吗?我一直以为你会留在我身边,就算我们只是朋友,但到最后你真得离开了!我对你只是依赖,你已经不属于我!付出的爱是收不回来的!现在我才知道完全失去了!第一次觉得放不下,我已经深深的被你打败!我会问自己我真的有那么的爱你吗?

Thursday, September 20, 2007

Non-Stop ...

Just back from tuition ,now is 11.10p.m ~~
Finish trial exam ?!!Haeven ...
Non-stop d exam !!Next week having another exam again !
The way to improven student study is EXAM !!
When exam start, everyone will open the text book read and read !!
But they will feel tired and stress , what your feeling now ?!?
SKOR A~~What should I do for that ??
The shit result I get it... Should I give up ??!!
Today go 2 Midvelly with hc and xy .
Just go there makan and bought present to someone!
Haiz...无聊的我们!
那无法改变的结局,成绩就是这样!
我只能努力的不让自己往下掉....
但是会有奇迹出现吗?不可思议的东西~~
很难很难·····因为他们比我努力100倍!!
那就是我的命运吗?
只好说加油和努力吧。。。
昨日にまだ”さよなら ,今、物语は begin
(还未能对昨日说再见 , 现在 故事开始了)
ガバッテ~~

Saturday, September 15, 2007

All the things she said ...

I feel totally lost .......
我搞不懂我们到底怎么了???
你那么相信他,那你就听他的吧。。
我很大压力是因为你!
我是我。。我很简单但我快乐!你想一想谁是你的朋友吧..
我不想在知道你所说的每一句话,因为我不再相信你!
对不起,已经太迟了!
他所说的每句话,你都听了,那我还要问吗?
好吧,你和他都赢了,我很累,不像在这样下去!!
我很累很累。。。
没有时间再给我这样了,我要考试了!
累的心仿佛失去全部力气,像一场重感冒让人疲惫!
你明白吗,我觉得自己看东西看到太模糊了!
我不明白你再想什么,可能你已走进别人的心里!
我们的距离越来越远···
你的心已经不在了,为什么要骗我?!你自己却不知道~~
放手吧。。。大家都很累了!!
我会把你所说的都把它忘记**
很痛苦,我要把自己掩饰得很好,我很想打人啊...
我已经迷失了〉〉〉 最后的我开始了一段挣扎~~
差一点骗了自己,我觉得是所有的一切早就已结束!
不想再约束,不要再痛苦!好吗??
如果再舍不得,这样下去大家都会伤痕累累!
因为你我他都是人类!!
Who could ever believe such a perfect surprise!!
There is sadness in my eyes ...
明天就是不同的我!开心吗????????

Wednesday, September 12, 2007

年轻的战场

年轻的战场 -加油好男兒:毛方圆,张飞飞,钟凯,程显军
请大家留意歌词,很有意思的!!

歌词:
(毛方圆) 今天我 终于站上这年轻的战场
请你给我 一束爱的光芒
今天我 想要走向这挑战的远方
我要把这世界为你点亮
(张飞飞) 我的梦想 在每个醒来的早晨 敲打我心房
告诉自己 成功的道路 还很漫长
我的梦想 在每次把握机会 表达自我主张
展现给你年轻的力量广阔的胸膛
所有经历风雨的温柔与坚强
(钟 凯) 所有青春无悔烦恼与成长
(毛方圆) 所有还想未来的理想与张扬
(程显军) 所有冲破捆绑的热爱与癫狂
(合) 今天我 终于站在这年轻的战场
(毛方圆)请你为我骄傲 鼓掌
(合) 今天我 想要走上这挑战的远方
我要让这世界为我激荡
(钟凯) 我的梦想 在每个失败的时刻 迎来祝福目光
懂得幸福就是彼此 依靠的肩膀
我的梦想 在每次付出和汗水 创造生命绽放
告诉世界我们这一代自信的力量
(张飞飞) 所有经历风雨的温柔与坚强
(钟凯) ) 所有青春无悔烦恼与成长
(毛方圆) 所有还想未来的理想与张扬
(程显军) 所有冲破捆绑的热爱与癫狂
(合)今天我 终于站上这年轻的战场
请你给我 一束爱的光芒
今天我 想要向这挑战的远方
我要把这世界为你点亮
今天我 终于站在这年轻的战场
请你为我骄傲 鼓掌
今天我 想要向这挑战的远方
我要让这世界为我激荡
(钟凯) 我要让这世界为我激荡

这首歌带给了我很大的启示!!
它的歌词非常有意思,是年轻人的形态!
我很喜欢这首歌,太好听了!!
也是代表着我想表达的词......
今天我 终于站上这年轻的战场
请你给我 一束爱的光芒
今天我 想要走向这挑战的远方
我要把这世界为你点亮
今天我 终于站在这年轻的战场
请你为我骄傲 鼓掌
今天我 想要走向这挑战的远方
我要让这世界为我激荡
年轻的战场 = SPM
今年我 终于站上这年轻的战场(SPM)
请你给我 一束爱的光芒和爱的鼓励!!
我会把它好好的完成。。。

告诉自己成功的道路还很漫长 !!
努力吧~~




Tuesday, September 11, 2007

Bad News ...

I hate saw and hear that news ....
BAD NEWS to me !!!
-TVXQ M'sia 2nd Tour Concert 2007
will on END of November or BEGIN of December
at Stadium Merdeka -
What happen ??? Why like that ?!
Nono... Don't on November!!
SPM la... How to go??!! CRY ~~
Last year d concert very nice .. This year must go !!
I wanna support my Micky~~
Shouting - MICKY MICKY ~~ Love it ^^
Today feel sad sad ... My science paper 2.. Shit lo !!!
I hate study , I hate exam ·····
But this is my job !!I wanna get a good result !!
I feel tired and stress for that !!
I so STUPID ...
Why I can't remember what i study before !
Well, rest for 3 day,then start again! Won't give up !!
我知道人生有许多事情是不能重来的,我只想拥有一个平凡快乐的童年!
我还能怎么做选择。。。。
只要给我一次机会走上这挑战的地方!!
我会好好的加油... 拥有爱的鼓励 ~~
终点也许又是起点,得失只在一线之间!
最后还是回到了原点。。。
原来去改变想法是这样简单, 就让那无法实现的事情过去 !
我的想法就是那么的简单····
拿了文凭,我还能怎样?!
这就是读书的好处......
努力的书就是为了一张文凭...
我会为了它而努力。。。
My Dream **






Sunday, September 9, 2007

Fall sick...

Now is 12.20a.m !!Midnight lo...
My mum don't let me use computer, want me to rest!
Coz I fall sick la...
Hahaha... Exam lo, sick wo!BAD**
Just bcoz Friday go 2 rachel house ...
Rain le.. Then we Run in the Rain ~~
walalala...天在下雨!!
walalala...我们真在淋雨。。。
We are go 2 eat something ... When we back, rain lo ^^
We wait and wait ... Then we just run la!!
I like this ... Long time didnt do some gila-gila d thing , funny !!
Hope got next time aa... Run in the rain **
It' s ok .. I think I will get well soon ! hehe...
2ml will start to study science !! Haiz..
Hafal and hafal again ~~ Hate that !
Family problem and friendship problem.....
If you.. You will choose ??!!
For me is MONEY problem .... Hahaha!!
That day just said about me and him to someone ....
My heart feel pain when I tell you all ~~

那是我和他的回忆,真的希望不要忘记······
其实迷糊,可以得到疼惜!我希望我永远迷糊·····
那幸福会在很远的地方吗??
不会啊,因为它就在你身边。。。
你应该自己把它找出来!幸福就会出现**

Saturday, September 8, 2007

My Hero , My Prince

<青蛙王子> 加油好男儿!


My Hero, My prince ...
张晓晨,宋晓波,钟凯... handsome le!!
The My prince drama , is nice drama...
Love it so much !!
That day came to Malaysia , I didnt go 2 see them !
I feel so sad + dissapointed !!
Hope can see them soon 。。。。
爱你!晓晨。。

Thursday, September 6, 2007

HATE sejarah

HATE sejarah !!
Today I give up for that ...
I read that until midnight, why didnt come out ??!!
What subject a... Everyone also said too hard !! -- SEJARAH !!
Fail for that ?!! No, i don't want!I try my best to do that ...
God, pls help me ~~ hehe...
This two day sejarah and ekonomi asas , study and study , hafal and hafal!
Too many ... I study until cry !! I will become gila ~~
Now just percubaan , If SPM ??!!
I think I will become a emotional people , bcoz too STRESS !!
Everyone say : Ling Hwei add oil la, u can do it !!
What should I say ??!! I really don know what should I do !
Tomorrow is Moral , also need to hafal all the Nilai- Nilai ...Bidang 1-7 **
Haiz.... How la???!!! Today having tuition until 10.30p.m ... Enough time study ?! Takut la ...
So many day didnt sleep ... Can i rest one day ?!! TIRED **
Today just spend some time out to bloging ... COz sejarah lo !!
2 more week to me and F5 members , exam will finish !!
Gambatte together ba ... Just can say that ^^
Ling Hwei -- Don't give up la , trying to finish it !!
ADD OIL **

Monday, September 3, 2007

Exam week ...

Examination started on today until next next week !!
This 3 week .... Is the tired and scare week !
Everyone will study hard for this exam coz too important !
This few week no friendster no computer ! Just remember to study ! Hehehehe....
But i hope that can try to bloging ....
But some problem to me is i can't remember what i study before!!
I will forget all ~~ So need to eat some Vitamin food for my brain ,
Coz too many things need to hafal !!
Today B.M paper ... So scared !!
I wil try my best to all the subject paper .....
For who are taking this examination :
All the Best and Good Luck ~~
Gambatte together ...
Hope can get a GOOD result ^^