Circle...

Draw a circle, and just a circle.
We walk into a big circle,
it was round and round.
There has no way to return ,
and just a circle there.
Anyway, I guess it is over!
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Aiks

I have little regret to left you behind of me.
You were pop out in my mind suddenly during my hard time.
I was wondering that what should I say if you're pick up my call.
Should I start with how are you?
Where have you been ? and so on ...
Maybe that's the way to connect back but it's weird!

Another side, I think about him..
Aiks. What a difficult life?~

Can I make it okay ?

Now we're going round in the circle.
Boys always want more and more and more.
They just want unlimited wants and needs.
I realized that boys might have few girls at the same time
and they still dare to say I love you even no feel guilty.
What a unfair treatment?


Once you broke the trust, that is very hard to build up all over again.
I trust you is more powerful than I love you.

Can I make it okay and no hurt feeling?
Can I forget all the words that you wrote to her?
Can I forget how you were flirting with a girl?
Can I kick all of this away?
Can I stop acting like nothing when I am with you?
Can I ...

Just the way you are

When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are

And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
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It seem like...

Hello, MY BLOG ~
It's been a while since I've last posted with you!

Feeling insecure recently,
lots of question pop out on my mind suddenly!
Am I a thief?
Yea, just like a thief steal people thing and scare of return.
Can you looking at me and tell me what do you think?
Yes, I've lost my mind!
Though it seem stupid, but its really insecure to me.

Finishing

People, I was finishing up my training programme
at Putrajaya Shangri-La.
Thanks for the 90 days ~
I gonna to miss all my friends there!
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- Dearest Caryn-

-Beloved Mei Foong-


- Badrul-

-Isz-

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Misssssssssss

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I'm missing the one who makes me laugh,
warm me up and care of me all the time.
I'm thinking about what am I without you.

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Sleep problem

Facing sleep problem currently.
Stop thinking, I don't want think anymore.
Let me sleep for a night, I really tired like hell.
Was there something wrong?
This became my serious problem,
I didn't sleep for 2 weeks,
maybe more than that.
I work more than 8 hours but sleep less than 8 hours.
It is not the way I choose to live,
there's something wrong!
I try very hard to sleep,but FAIL.
Feel bad to take sleeping pill,
can I stop eating this?!
I'm wishing I can sleep right now,
it's killing me :(
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35 year of Symphony

Time passes so quickly.
What a memorable night I had!
Thanks for giving me a wonderful night,
although it was not that great,
but everyone was play from heart and I really enjoyed.
Once again, thank you very much to all Ex & current TP members,
and special thanks to some of the SK members, they're wonderful!
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35 year of symphony :)

Where am I ? XD

Friends~

Beloved~

Flute section

Flute section again

Dearest friends and senior~

Time to work.

Currently undergo the industrial training at Shangri-La Putrajaya.
I have to wake up at 6 early in the morning and drive to Putrajaya everyday.
I hate lots of wake up earlier! And lots of work to do also.
I work in housekeeping department for 2 months,
make up the guest room is drive me to crazy.
Clean up the bathroom n make up the bed is a thing that must do everyday.
If peak season, I have to clean at least 15 rooms,
just work like cow n non stop!
The biggest problem for me is make up bed is very hard,
the bed is quite heavy, and we have to make it nice n neat.
As a trainee, I can't complain too much,
I just do again n again if the senior staff said that it's wrong n not nice.
I really scare that I couldn't manage my career well,
and more scare to have difficulties with the co-workers.

Left 82 days to go~
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It was wrong

Why people make bad decisions?
Now I'm regretting the decision that I made.
It doesn't in any way change the fact
that I made the decision that I already made,
Yeah, it is hard to accept, but I can't change the past.

Am I made the wrong decision?
Yes, I was wrong!
Ish, I should listen to you.
I'm sorry:>
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L-O-V-E

L is for the way you look at me
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O is for the only one I see
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V is very very very extraordinary
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E is even more than anyone that adore can
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L-O-V-E by Nat King Cole

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A thing

I kept on looking at my phone today.
When I heard a ring sound, I thought that my phone is ringing.
My colleague was laughing at me.
I wanted to text you but then I decided to forget about it.

I turn off my phone and I started my work.
Ish, What am I doing?.
I need to do something which is make sense.

Stop dreaming...

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Talked with a 18th boy today.
He told me
"A boy treats you good is not his necessary job,
they can be a good listener, they can do whatever you like
but once you did something wrong ,

they will hurt you as muh as they can."

This kind of theory, I knew it when I was 16th, my little boy. (haha)

He said:

Boys want something like freedom,

why girls like to hold them tight?

Then I asked,

What about girls?

He said:

I don't know.

The truth is boys really don't know what a girl wants.

Girls just want a word 'CARE'.

It is better than sweet words.

And those words, just like a appetizer.

Looking back, do you care about them ?
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24/7

I miss you 24/7
I want you 24/7
I love you 24/7
Text you 24/7
See you 24/7
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" 24 minutes, 7 seconds."
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PS: You're the winner.What you said is.. Bullshit!

6.43 AM

My phone was ringing at 6.43 am.

I didn't pick up the call.

After few second, someone keep shaking me.

I open my eyes and I saw YOU.

Ish. Why came early in the morning?

You said:' Hey, let's go drinking.'

I answer:' Are you crazy? Drink bear early in the morning?'

I was wrong, I get the wrong sign.

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We went to Seapark finally.

Makan your lovely dim sum.

LOL. You're the champion!

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Now is 12.25pm.

Should I lay down n sleep?

Thanks for the dim sum, it was 'nice'.

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'My baby baby baby ooooo..'

Stop listening to this song, EVERYONE!

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Hais

She told me her heart is broken to two

because her love is too beautiful but turn to cheated.

She asked me, Do you believe in true love ?

And my answer is NO, but I believe in love.

Human is so greedy, they want more than they have,

especially Love, it can be an angel also can be a evil.

What does love mean?

No one know the true meaning of love.

But the truth is love brings happiness toward me and you.

Stand up, my beloved. You can!

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Jerk, don't try to hurt my beloved.

You're pissed me off .

She's nothing without you.

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It's over

Final exam is over.
My last paper was Mr.V's paper
which called Financial Management.
It was bad.
Why did you fooled me with your focus area?
No. I can't blame you.
Is my bad 'actually'.
I didn't study well, didn't memorize the formula well.
It is my fault.
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People, can you tell me where should I go for my internship.
I'm suffering of it.
Choose here choose there.
Give us a chance please, don't try to reject us anymore.
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Blood donation campaign

As one of the volunteers for the Blood Donation Campaign yesterday.

Woke up around 6.30am then rushed to there.

I can't believe that I still alive, I work from 7am until 5.30pm.

Good person with good heart, It's me! :)

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Please donate your blood to save the needed ones!

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Ringing

My study mood is OFF right now.
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My phone was ringing while I was doing my revision
I saw your name appear on my phone
It's you. I was shock and do nothing there
Take a breath and pick up your call
Man, it was a long time didn't hear your voice
Still the same, it's manly. (hehe)
How are you? What' going on ?
Things that always ask but warm me up the most.
Sorry that can't share everything with you
but just want you to know -
My life is going ON & ON.
As what I said I'm gonna be OK, I'm strong
Maybe you're right, I don't need to pretend that I'm strong.
BUT gonna be okay soon.
Although talked rubbish with you, but I smile with heart.
Oh, YESTERDAY!

Thanks for calling me.

不平衡

心里就是那么的不平衡
你妈的，
有时真的'估'你不到

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Hyori

Lee Hyori rocks!!

Sexy Queen is BACK .
DIVA~

My sign

Maybe it's true.
I wonder what makes me into you.
I know everything happens for a reason .
Close to you... I guess it must have been my fate.
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Now thinking... did you get my sign ?
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April ♥

Oh, April babe ♥
Happy Birthday to you and me

不知道

我真的知道喜欢和不喜欢不是一字之差
我也知道是差很多
我真的不懂， 不懂，不懂
那我就逃避吧
那你懂不懂？
你也不懂 ......
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20th

I am another year older.
Gosh. I wish I can stay young forever but impossible.
20th is not a big number but 18th is the best. (haha)
Ya. Happy Birthday!

It was great to celebrate my birthday with you guys.
Thank You♥

Mardi Gras

Gosh. My event end up with nobody attended.
Unfortunately, it was my last semester event.
This event was lack of support by Segi's management and students.
Thanks for giving me a nice day!
My dearest classmates, thank you for everything.
Actually it was not that bad.
Wow, Mardi Gras ~

Oh my pretty lady - HC , thanks for support!
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最熟悉的陌生人

我们都喜欢怀念曾经
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但曾经往往让我们伤心
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所以想念是最伤心
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但却是最动心的记忆
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谢谢你，最熟悉的陌生人

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M.I.C.K.Y

I miss his SMILE ~

Weee

Waering pretty heels

Wearing the pretty dress

Putting on make-up

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Oh SEXY lipstick ~

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It's a PARTY TIME!

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2AM vs. SNSD

2AM’s I Did Wrong repackaged album has been released.
The first part MV also released and it's nice!
Omg. I'm falling for them!

Girls Generatin's Run Devil Run also nice!
They look good in this concept, especially Yoona.

' You better run, run, run, run,run~'

I loving it

Outdoor & Indoor activities ^.^
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Cycling day with classmates.
Went to Taman Pertanian with eli, joanne & xy.
I'm sorry , I don't know how to cycling.
It was a sad case.
Anyway, I'll learn cycling before we go again.

Midnight karaoke with Ciu.
I like to sing a song at midnight. I like freedom~
From 11.45pm until 4am.

Farewell

Seriously, saying goodbye is never easy to do.
But we knew that it's time to do so.
Thong went to Taiwan yesterday.
We sent her to airport .
We smile and bid her goodbye.
Thong, you will be missed.
May God blesses you always, be well and all the best!

CNY

Here's my Chinese New Year~

Oh no, CNY is going to end!