Selfish girl

I am selfish girl! I hate ling hwei, coz I really don't know what I doing now!I scare for see and hear that, so I haven see that mail!Sorry,I scare hurt again.but now i totally feel lost! When my feeling sad and down, who will take me where I gotta go!When I will be able, able to say Nevermind the pain ,you know there's a better way for you and me to be!Can I be free? But,you always in my heart! My jie jie, suddenly told me she got ill, coz kena virus! So scared, I worry until cry!But she feel better now... Dequeen, pls take care urself!! Between that, you and my friends, I will choose my friend, coz I love them !I knowing the real value of friendship** Sorry, I'm selfish!

*One day I will see that mail!