:(

Am I annoying you?

You just don't want to pick up the call.

Alright!

Blood~

Oh my, I donated my blood yesterday!
I'm so weak now ~ LOL




Hmm, i pass my 4th day with them,
it was a meaningful day :)

3rd day

My 3rd day without you,
I tried to get myself busy n busy,
did something which is non sense!
Aiks ~
Stop thinking stop thinking stop thinking
I don't want think anymore~
Stop looking stop looking stop looking
I don't want looking at my phone anymore~
HELP! I'm going be crazy :(

The day ...

Yesterday was my 1st day without you,
just a word 'SHIT' .
I kept on looking at my phone yesterday
and when I heard a ring sound, I thought that my phone is ringing.
But there was no message from you.
Oh ya, you had leave me n went back to home.
All alone my 1st day without you, my tears was out of control.
I cried when i was driving, eating, bathing even sleeping.
I tried to stop crying but tears just came out like nobody business.
I end up my 1st day without you n I miss you badly!


Today was my 2nd day without you,
still the same all day alone, kept on looking at the phone
but i received your message today.
I tried to find a place to pass my time...
What a shit day without you~

What else~

There's no easy way,

it gets harder each day!

What else can I do?

Afraid of waking

I realized that he has been here for me,

and its more than I imagine.

Unfortunately,he is going to leave here and be far from me.

It's not a big deal, I knew that he will be far from me one day,

Yes, the day is coming very soon.

I hope that just a dream,

I'm afraid of waking . . .

Love is not fair sometime,

why take over the thing that I used to be,

why leave me there and surfer by myself,

why give me hope and let me drop so deep lastly,

why and why and why?

But love makes people blind always.

May god bless you and me!

Hi 2011, Bye 2010!

GOODBYE to 2010,
WELCOME to 2011.
.
My last day of 2010 was bad,
Car got problem then stop at middle of the highway,
felt so helpless and very very down.
I thought I just sit on the car until the next day.
Finally, I met up with him at 11.55pm.
then everything just be fine!

When I'm looking back,
I'm so glad that you guys are with me always
Thanks to all my friends,
glad to know all of you, everyone is a VIP in my heart!
Love you guys & may this year be the best for you & me:)

-My memorable year 2010-